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My 2018 Goretober list!!!
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Goretober 2018
Feel free to use!Zombie
Impalement
Guts spilling
Crushed
Decomposing
Frostbitten
Ritualistic sacrifice
Rag doll
Two faced
Rope
Pins & needles/Voodoo doll
Illnesses
Cuts
Ripping self apart
Burned alive
Glitched
Puke/Vomiting
Cut into bits
Broken hearted
Arrows
Stretched
Cannibalism
Melting
Split in two
Infested
Scales/Horns
Mutated/Radiation
Torture
Insane
Demon/Possesed
Mutilated ghost
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Monsters in the dark
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I'm afraid of the dark. Not because of the monsters I imagine in my closet, but because of the monsters I imagine in my mind that are ever so real. Their terrifying claws of anxiety grasp at my throat as I struggle to yell save me. They whisper sweet nothings into my ear telling me that nothing's alight. How sweet's the silence when they go away during the day, but it's night when the monsters haunt me. Turning my every thought against me and having me question my sanity. The little I have left under all evaluations. Twisting the words of my imagination into forms of deadly voices only I can manage to create.
Yet each passing day light seems to flash before my eye before the cold darkness interweaves with my dreams, affecting them. Nightmares are a constant and regular dreams are extinguished by my closest enemies; my monsters. But I live with them for as long as I can take it, though my mind is wearing thin. No longer can I take the chains that weigh down my mind, that are tearing apart my brain like pieces of a puzzle that don't easily fit together. But my dumb ass forces them to fit and form an images that I can never truly understand. Looking for meaning because there's no where else I can turn to without becoming dizzy. My monsters know I can't deal with the feeling of being alone, so they use it against me in order for me to keep them closer, because it's better to have something then nothing though in this case they give me both. The dreaded dreams that make me lay awake in bed, wide awake and questioning who would be the person who found me dead. The bigger question is who would even look? How long would it take for someone to notice I'm gone? Minutes? Hours? Days? They wouldn't care though. They'd be shocked for sure, but they'd move on. Everyone forgets me eventually...
Yet each passing day light seems to flash before my eye before the cold darkness interweaves with my dreams, affecting them. Nightmares are a constant and regular dreams are extinguished by my closest enemies; my monsters. But I live with them for as long as I can take it, though my mind is wearing thin. No longer can I take the chains that weigh down my mind, that are tearing apart my brain like pieces of a puzzle that don't easily fit together. But my dumb ass forces them to fit and form an images that I can never truly understand. Looking for meaning because there's no where else I can turn to without becoming dizzy. My monsters know I can't deal with the feeling of being alone, so they use it against me in order for me to keep them closer, because it's better to have something then nothing though in this case they give me both. The dreaded dreams that make me lay awake in bed, wide awake and questioning who would be the person who found me dead. The bigger question is who would even look? How long would it take for someone to notice I'm gone? Minutes? Hours? Days? They wouldn't care though. They'd be shocked for sure, but they'd move on. Everyone forgets me eventually...
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What's going on
2 min read
Hi my friends, I felt like I've needed to make an actual post instead of just a short status post.
I'd like to start this off with a sorry to all the people I've promised Art for and I'd like to thank you for being so patient. I haven't forgotten about them, but to be honest I've had very little motivation to do anything.
I've been like this since about September and barely accomplished anything since then. I just can't focus on anything and really just want to stay in my room away from people, and do nothing. It's not just art, but it's for work and school and even karate. Everything just seems different, like a routine. I've been spacing out a lot more and it's getting worse, in school I'm not getting any of my work done and I think I'm failing one of my classes because of this. I know everything I need to do but I really haven't had the energy to do anything besides lay in bed and watch shows. I don't know guys, I'm just tired. I slowly get things done when I have some sort of motivation, but it never lasts long.
I know this sounds like a cop-out thing or will be seen as an excuse to some, and I'm sorry for that. I just didn't know what else to say about it. Just everything has become so meh and I'm tired.
Anyways, I'm sorry again for the people I owe art to, I'll try to have it done when I can.
I'd like to start this off with a sorry to all the people I've promised Art for and I'd like to thank you for being so patient. I haven't forgotten about them, but to be honest I've had very little motivation to do anything.
I've been like this since about September and barely accomplished anything since then. I just can't focus on anything and really just want to stay in my room away from people, and do nothing. It's not just art, but it's for work and school and even karate. Everything just seems different, like a routine. I've been spacing out a lot more and it's getting worse, in school I'm not getting any of my work done and I think I'm failing one of my classes because of this. I know everything I need to do but I really haven't had the energy to do anything besides lay in bed and watch shows. I don't know guys, I'm just tired. I slowly get things done when I have some sort of motivation, but it never lasts long.
I know this sounds like a cop-out thing or will be seen as an excuse to some, and I'm sorry for that. I just didn't know what else to say about it. Just everything has become so meh and I'm tired.
Anyways, I'm sorry again for the people I owe art to, I'll try to have it done when I can.
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Character inspiration IRL!
4 min read
If anyone needs inspiration for a character I suggest going to a place in real life. Go to a thrift store, or your closet, or; like me; a drama wardrobe. Have a slight idea as to what you character's personality is, then pick out one article of clothing that speaks to you as something your character will wear. (It helps to not have any memories associated with the piece, so thrift store works best)
Put it on. This is where some acting comes in. You don't have to be the greatest actor, but thinking about this really helps. You are going to become your character, based on the clothing and personality you gave them. How do they walk? Do they speak with an accent or speech impediment? What is their posture like? Ask your self those questions until you're confident that you know who they are. Note: Try not to relate anything to yourself. It can be easy to add a personality similar to your own, so the best option is to do opposites while just starting out.Ex: If you're a nice person, your character is mean. If you're intelligent, your character has a below average IQ. Etc.
Next can be a background story. What my drama class did was lay down with most of the lights off, become our characters, and relax. From there our teacher gave us prompts. Things like "what is the place you feel most relaxed?" "You're opening a door to the thing you care about most..." Those kinds of things. For you though, try to think about yourself as your character. Do they have any friends? Where do they live? Any pets? Dis/likes...etc. Sometimes the basics are the easiest to answer first and from there you can work out the harder stuff. Try staying away from "they've been abused so that's why they're like this" kind of an answer. If you do decide to go down that path, ask your self as many questions as you can. "What did they do to deserve being abused?" "Why didn't (insert other parent here) leave the abusive relationship?" "What's their family like?" "Is anyone nice?" Ask plenty and make sure you have thought out answers as subjects like mental illnesses or abuse are serious topics, and don't throw them in as a quick backstory.
Here comes the fun part! Draw them. You have their clothing and everything else about them and now the "last" part to do is draw them. You don't have to be the best artist, but having a visual of your character can also help you edit anything you need to. With a drawing, you can keep a visual time line of how your characters design changed. Include everything that you acted into the drawing. The one piece of clothing you picked out, the slight tilt in their back, what ever you envisioned your character to look like IRL.
Congratulations! You know know how to make a basic original character in real life! Remember: "Characters change, just like regular people do and I can’t wait to see what they become." Don't be afraid to change/ add to your character if you're missing a few things.
Try doing some OC interview sheets to go further in depth with your character. And hey! If you're character is wearing normal clothing (no ears, tails, full body armor) you can be your character during your day to day schedule. Walk around as somebody else. Someone you created. (Note: If you're character is an a**hole, don't go around punching people in the face, etc. It's not cool, even if you were "acting")
Put it on. This is where some acting comes in. You don't have to be the greatest actor, but thinking about this really helps. You are going to become your character, based on the clothing and personality you gave them. How do they walk? Do they speak with an accent or speech impediment? What is their posture like? Ask your self those questions until you're confident that you know who they are. Note: Try not to relate anything to yourself. It can be easy to add a personality similar to your own, so the best option is to do opposites while just starting out.Ex: If you're a nice person, your character is mean. If you're intelligent, your character has a below average IQ. Etc.
Next can be a background story. What my drama class did was lay down with most of the lights off, become our characters, and relax. From there our teacher gave us prompts. Things like "what is the place you feel most relaxed?" "You're opening a door to the thing you care about most..." Those kinds of things. For you though, try to think about yourself as your character. Do they have any friends? Where do they live? Any pets? Dis/likes...etc. Sometimes the basics are the easiest to answer first and from there you can work out the harder stuff. Try staying away from "they've been abused so that's why they're like this" kind of an answer. If you do decide to go down that path, ask your self as many questions as you can. "What did they do to deserve being abused?" "Why didn't (insert other parent here) leave the abusive relationship?" "What's their family like?" "Is anyone nice?" Ask plenty and make sure you have thought out answers as subjects like mental illnesses or abuse are serious topics, and don't throw them in as a quick backstory.
Here comes the fun part! Draw them. You have their clothing and everything else about them and now the "last" part to do is draw them. You don't have to be the best artist, but having a visual of your character can also help you edit anything you need to. With a drawing, you can keep a visual time line of how your characters design changed. Include everything that you acted into the drawing. The one piece of clothing you picked out, the slight tilt in their back, what ever you envisioned your character to look like IRL.
Congratulations! You know know how to make a basic original character in real life! Remember: "Characters change, just like regular people do and I can’t wait to see what they become." Don't be afraid to change/ add to your character if you're missing a few things.
Try doing some OC interview sheets to go further in depth with your character. And hey! If you're character is wearing normal clothing (no ears, tails, full body armor) you can be your character during your day to day schedule. Walk around as somebody else. Someone you created. (Note: If you're character is an a**hole, don't go around punching people in the face, etc. It's not cool, even if you were "acting")
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Commissions open!!! (Cheap)
9 min read
That's right my friends I've officially opened up my commissions. Everything is TRADITIONAL art work using water colours and/or pencil crayons.
What I can do:
Humans
Animals
Ponies & Pony action sheets
Fan characters
Cuitemarks/designs
Logos/tattoos
Split art
What I can try:
Anthro
Dragons
Sonic characters
Couple art
What I won't do:
Fetish art
NSFW art work
Group art
The estimated finished time is: 1 1/2 week (I have school)
Prices:
In
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-100 for a head shot
Examples:
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-200 for a bust shot
Examples:
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-300 for a full body
Examples:
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-250 for split art
Examples:
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-150 for a tattoo sketch/ concept
-200 for colored tattoo up to 3 colours
-250 for colored tattoo over 3 colours
Examples:
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-100 for a pony action sheet
Example:
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I'm also open for a few art trades or if you have any adopts to trade (picky)
Currently doing:
-Twilight adopt: Alushi on Toyhouse Melissa on Toyhouse (Both busts)
What I can do:
Humans Animals Ponies & Pony action sheets Fan characters Cuitemarks/designs Logos/tattoos Split art What I can try:
Anthro Dragons Sonic characters Couple artWhat I won't do:
Fetish art NSFW art work Group art The estimated finished time is: 1 1/2 week (I have school)
Prices:
In
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
-100
for a head shot Examples:
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
-200
for a bust shotExamples:
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
-300
for a full bodyExamples:
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
-250
for split artExamples:
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
-150
for a tattoo sketch/ concept-200
for colored tattoo up to 3 colours-250
for colored tattoo over 3 coloursExamples:
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
-100
for a pony action sheetExample:
_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I'm also open for a few art trades or if you have any adopts to trade (picky)
Currently doing:
-Twilight adopt: Alushi on Toyhouse Melissa on Toyhouse (Both busts)
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